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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 7, 2009, 6:08 AM
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ugh...6 hours of sleep

im completely tired, and all stuffed up right now Dx
I think i am starting to get sick Dx. im not liking it. I hate being sick...maybe i should go to the store and buy a thing of orange juice to fight off what ever it is i have.


i'm thinking about drawing another picture soon. o-o
i just dont know of what yet

  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: I'll make love to you
  • Reading: New Moon
  • Watching: n/a
  • Playing: Trickster
  • Eating: n/a
  • Drinking: water

Sev's Quiz

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 3, 2009, 7:47 AM
The Rules:
1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you wanna use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name.Example:Kaiser's Quiz)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

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1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?

hm..my name is Sev Xlric. I do not have a nickname

2. Interesting... what's your current age?

*shifts in seat a little* I appear to be 18

3. Uh huh. Well if fuel counts then - that's good because me and Lv-wire share a can some times...but i guess thats more of a drink huh?

i guess

4. And your favorite drink?

water.

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?

I dont have a mate

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?

*raises eyebrow*

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?

hm.

8. Who's your favourite author?

I dont really read. So i can't tell you

9. Now what's your biggest fear?

killing a human. Expossing myself for what I really am. Loosing the pack

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing*

You Want To Laugh Again!!!

11. Awesome. Who's your hero?

my parents

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?

*growls* vampires

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?

It can't happen. My parents died when i was 8

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?

creator. You mean my parents. I've already met them

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?

Good luck with contacting them. As i said earlier that they died. back in 1939.
I am an adult. Nothing more to say

16. What's your worst nightmare?

nightmare. Isn't this just the same as my fear *snarls*

17. What's your lifelong dream?

i dont have one

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?

....i just said i didnt have one

19. Ok, where's your favorite place to relax?

the forest, and by the ocean

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?

Protecting humans, hunting

21. We're done! Now tag whoever the hell you want.

no one. If they want to do this. Then they can

  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: n/a
  • Reading: n/a
  • Watching: n/a
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 358/2 day's and pokemon Soul Silver
  • Eating: n/a
  • Drinking: water

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 28, 2009, 9:34 PM
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
a nail

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
pictures. a wall scroll. a poster. a cross. award i got from highschool.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
grind my teeth when im in a bad mood before i fall asleep. sleep talk when things are bothering me

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
just about everything

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
YEP!!!! 2:19am on september 3rd of 1989

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
to see him....

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
him

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
uh....my life

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
short. lol

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
depends

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
at times. I see things. hear things. things talk to me. It scares the crap out of me.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
myself. I dont even know how to explain it. I just felt angry, and then sad. then hallow. so i cried

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
being alone.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
doesnt matter for the hair. I am a total sucker for brown eyes.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
uh

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
peparoni

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
nothing

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
blue

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
yes..they are cheesy. and crunchy. and small. and baked in the oven

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
when i remember i will tell you

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
yes. and i really wish i could see him right now

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
nope. but im flexible

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
no idea

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
3

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
hmmmm

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
"Everyone makes mistaeks. We just all take turns doing it"
"flying is just like jumping off of something and missing"
"dont dwell on the past. move forward with the future"



33. FAVORITE PLACE?
dont really have one...

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
yep

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
im ticklish. my loved one getting hurt. be it friends or family

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
hm. I've met someone that was in a few movies. i know a few people that are in a band.

37. FIRST JOB?
child care

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
lmao. yea. not since i was younger though

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
yep

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
trying to think about him. because im angry, and thinking about him makes me smile

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
nope

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
uh. my eyes. my butt. seriously...alot of people tell me that they like my butt and that it's big..then im all WTF mate!

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
No.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
uh...everytime someone asks me this. I do not have an answer.. you know what. I still dont have an answer.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES
i would want 2 kids. Zaeden Michael. and Paighton. she doesn doesnt have a middle name yet

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
my middle name is after my aunt, my other aunt, and my uncle

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Being an asshole or a pig.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
honestly....friends. there wasnt alot to like about it. there was WAY to much drama

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
that one kind

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
at times

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
bite my nails

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
not really. it takes alot to make me jealous

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yes

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
hahahaha...uh

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
No.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
soemtimes i cry. i talk to him. i think about him. i lay in bed and try to sleep. i push it aside and dont deal with it. or. i talk about it

58.WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS.
Lose it...

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
depends. When i was 2-7 it was my xmen toys. and Rosie-Bear [my stuff animal]. 7-10 was stuff animals. 10-14 was digimon toys. 14-20...uh nothing really

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
uh. 168

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
yep...at one point.

63. Do you use sarcasm?
hahaha. more then i should

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
both mixed together....mmmmmmmm

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Personality. Someone who can make me laugh. someone who can make me smile. Has most of their life together, is nice. considerate, funny. likes to dance and sing. doesnt really care what others think. Knows what they like and dont like. Knows what they want and dont want.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Mel, Melyss, Sisa, Sisala, Meesa, misa, Sasa, Mike. Lyssa, spaz, lizard, mylizard, malizard, liz, lizzy, mizzy, mizz, tenshi, inu-tenshi, tenshi-no-yami, little m, little melyssa, melba, melbra, vampire, terra, sam, sammy, samoccy, samo, mocy

who i have WAY to many

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
Telekinesis.

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
eh...

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
depends. Usually im nice to everyone. until they pass that last nerve

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
anything really

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yes.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
yep

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
going to bed

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
i dont know. how much older...

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
it's up to them

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
the silence

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Water

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?.
i think my mom

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes and smile

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
draw, read, write, walk, hang out, text

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
what....people have favorite things they hate.

82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
honestly. I like them all
they all have something beautiful about them

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
use to be snickers

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
yep

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown

86. EYE COLOR?
uh...it changes.
either hazel, grey, blue, or green

87. SHOE SIZE?
that one size...yep that's the one

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
taco bell, or jack in the crack

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
riverside grill

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
nope

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
nope

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
not sure.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
use to play the flute

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
no telling

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
depends on who the kisses are from. HUGS. I will give just about anyone i know a hug. I love hugs

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
food

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
nope. I need to do something. or i start to go crazy

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
im not....

  • Mood: Amused
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  • Reading: n/a
  • Watching: n/a
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 358/2 day's and pokemon Soul Silver
  • Eating: n/a
  • Drinking: water

i dont know...

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 28, 2009, 9:03 PM
So.

You all know that i need to start looking for a new job....yea yea yea....i guess i will get around to it someday.


I've never met two heartless people in my life. These kids drive me insane because of how heartless and soul-less they are. And to top it all off. They are spoiled.

These two kids will say ANYTHING just to get what they want. They dont care who it hurts. Who is affected by it. Or who has to deal with the bitching and complaining later on from the people it did hurt.

okay. I understand that they are kids. but for crying out loud!!!!
They are effin 9 and 10.
They know from right and wrong. They know what the lie is and what the truth is.

and you know what i think is funny. Is that i can call them on all their effin bullshit. Others might not beable to do it. But i can. Then they try to back themselves up. Start to studder a few. and it's like Whatever. Get away from me. I dont even want to deal with you two.

So. these kids have been pissing me off for awhile now. Little things. But when it comes to them making up lies about their own father. Just to get what they want. I want to smack them.

Honestly. I swear to on my life. That i havent ever felt like this towards a kid ever in my life. I mean i work with kids. And NONE of my children who are from 6 months to 6 years act like this. NONE of them come near to pissing me off. I mean yea. I get upset with my children. But then i redirect them, and everything is fine. It's not hard. And the children i work with arent bad kids.

but that is something completely different, and my children have NOTHING to do with these two.

I mean i feel like crying because im so mad. I just dont know what to do.

though i know if i just hear this one guys voice. everything i feel right now will wash away. It will go down the drain and I guess i will forget about it till later.

i dont want to bug him right now though. he doesnt need to listen to what i have to say. I mean. It's to the point i dont know what to do anymore.

Sometimes it makes me feel sick to my stomache. I can't draw to get this emotion off my chest because it will be an evil picture. I dont like to draw evil, depressing, angry pictures. It makes me feel like a horribly person. I can't write about it. Because i know i will write about death. Hell. someone getting kidnapped. or something else that is unspeakable.

I did drive today though. it made me feel better, because i had to concentrate on the road, and not the anger i was feeling. Which is good. Though i know with him there. It would make it ten times better.

You know what. Just dis-reguard everything i just said. You guys probably dont care anyways. Im just ranting, because i need to get it off my chest.


Sorry

  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
  • Reading: n/a
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 358/2 day's and pokemon Soul Silver
  • Eating: n/a
  • Drinking: water

tired....

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 25, 2009, 3:29 AM
I keep waking up earlier then im use too, and i dont know why.

for the past few days i've woken up between 530-6am.

Today.....I woke up at 4. I'm really tired, but can't fall back to sleep. Dx

This is driving me crazy.

Does anyone know when daylight savings is?

  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
  • Reading: n/a
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 358/2 day's and pokemon Soul Silver
  • Eating: n/a
  • Drinking: water

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